alone?
today, as i walked my way home, scenes from a dry afternoon walk along tandang sora flashed before me. the certain emptiness and the iCanDoThisOnMyOwn feeling washed over me as well. that was 8 years ago. today i felt the same way.
alone, but never lonely. that’s what i always thought. that’s what i have to keep thinking.
i can’t keep living my life as though it depended so much on someone. this said, have i just degenerated that someone into a habit? clearly not. at least to my mind, i have not.
a song plays in my mind right now.. "being with out you takes a lot of getting used to." how apt. hard habit to break. haha.
no, you’re not just a habit. you are more than that. damn the fact that you’ve become so integral that what you do actually affects me.
no matter. tomorrow i’ll be be fine.
