random musings

Have you ever been in that situation when you really really really had to wait? That against your better judgment (and practical sense) you were really banking on something? Something wonderful. It need not be spectacular, but you know that when it happens, it’s just pure bliss!

Right now, I’m banking on a miracle. Not so much in the sense that I’m expecting God to move heaven and earth for me to achieve the perfect life (or so I wish to think) that I want, but for Him to just surprise me with His love.

A few days back, I wasn’t expecting anything, but when God gave me a little surprise.. hehehe.. I had to pounce on the opportunity. The experience was beyond any sadness, frustration or weariness I felt over the past days. It was God’s surprising way of showing His love for me that I ended up being ever so ecstatic.

God can never be outdone in His generosity. I really do believe this. God’s manifestation of His love just opened me up to better things. I was just overflowing with happiness that I had to share it with my siblings. My siblings and I have a good relationship.. or so I wish to believe, but in the outpouring of my happiness, I ended up spilling my "good news" to my sisters, thereby strengthening our sisterly bonds. Deeply immersed in our workaday world lives, it has been a long time since I and my sisters were able to have a good conversation like this. Truly, I received a blessing beyond what I had expected.

Right now, I’m waiting for this blessing to repeat itself. Haha.. If I don’t get the answer I hope for tonight, I trust that God will surprise me in a different way; one which will nonetheless touch my inmost being. And if He does.. pure bliss. :0) 6:21 PM 7/20/2005

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